Goodmorning peeps! what's good everyone? well, for starters im gonna go ahead and answer for ya this early and say John Mayer, LOL!! i bet you didn't expect that one huh? Yea, me either, but today i have this fine gentlemen playin while i write. Can i just tell you, that if you ever have a heartache, and wanna cry for 4min and 35sec just listen to number 9 on his latest cd...GEEEEEZZZZZ!!!! ( head leaning back, water shooting out of my eyeballs, letting out my biggest harest cry bcuz i can and it will make me feel better!!!) ok...now that the song is over, im ok..i got it all under control again.... hang on, let me switch cd's here before i continue, lol.
Ah, this should be better...Alicia Keys (awesome, first track is called "Love is Blind"...really!? i can't win this mornin, lol)
So, yesterday i got another new tattoo. Before you start thinking anything...YES I'm addicted. What can i say, i LOVE em, and that's just it. They complete me, i can't explain it, and maybe some things are better left unexplained. What is it you ask? well if you take a look at the title of this blog you have the answer. Roman numerals for the date of September 28th. A date that is so significant to me it would only be fitting to brand it on me forever.
First of all, its the day my soul mate was born. Do you believe in soul mates? Do you believe in love at first sight? do you believe in chemistry? Do you believe that things happen for a reason? And most importantly, do you believe in LOVE? Well i believe in all of the above :) i used to think about who my soul mate would be, if i would ever even get a chance to feel a connection and love for someone so deep down in my soul that words won't be able to explain it....well i did, i found her...she's my sister. (goosbumps, lol) Yep, my sister-soul mate who has been right in front of me my entire life and i never saw it. I searched and searched bcuz i thought that my soul mate had to be my "future husband". But ya know what, who said that has to be the case? I believe anyone can be a soul mate and mine just so happens to be Ania. Your wondering how do i know she's MY soul mate? well, have you ever had some one that you can tell everything to? Someone that you can call your best-friend? One that has never been jealous of you...EVER?? One that only wants to see you the happiest? One that loves you so much you can feel it in your soul? One that admires even the qualities you think suck about you? One that you look up to and inspires you? One that actually senses when you think about them? One that you are not jealous of? One that you can laugh with and also cry with? One who's death you fear, bcuz if they die, a piece of yo dies with them? Well, there you have it, my answer to all of those questions is yes, and the only person i have in mind is my beautiful amazing big sis <3> i gots to go!!
Before i go, i should tell you the other significance to that month and exact date...its the day i got into a car accident that changed the rest of my life forever. God had given me a second chance at life that day, and i will never forget that for as long as i live.. Let's just say i should have died that night, but instead i actually finally started living. My life has never been the same since that night. Its been better then i could have imagined..this is a whole other blog, but i seriously have to shower!! and of course today has to be hair washing day!!!! UGH! lol
Love you all!!! im off to kashiland. xoxoxoxoxo
